I dreamt I was in your house, met your parents. 

They brought me to a room to put my things. But your room was beside, separated by a screen. I peeked. The slide windows were wide open, the curtain billowing wildly, and rain pattered on the timber floor. I stepped in but - 

You were in germany, for some reason. 

Now I was with my friends and we were trying to climb down a steep slope. There were small rock handholds and steps carved into the 90 degree edge. I was holding onto those handholds and my feet scrambling for purchase when I realised - what slope, this was a cliff. I was going to die. My friends helped me onto a ledge. 

I got to tell you about this when you came back from germany and you laughed. 

I miss and don't miss you. 

Anyway, one has to live in the present; act for the person who is breathing air now and eating breakfast now. 

I am still somewhat guided by my last 10-year plan (that I made 1 year ago... haha...) and my current focus is finishing my exams this year, and the exams next year. I would like to start my acupuncture diploma after; I think it would be beneficial esp. for chronic pain. But I think the plan will change soon-ish, I need to review. 

PS. You knew I could never submit, didn't you? You were right.