I know I've said this too many times but I seriously love you with all my heart. 

I don't know if you can love someone at arm's length, or maybe that's called infatuation. But I want you to be happy, even if that happiness doesn't involve me. I want you to have a fulfilling life. You make me laugh, and being around you makes me feel joy. 

And sometimes it feels like a feeling from long ago, from far away. But being around you, I remember what that feels like. Love and joy. 

Please be happy. Please have a good life. I hope we can meet again soon.