I forgot to say,

For tolerating my quirks and deficiencies
For the helpless laughter
For the silent moments where we just type, and enjoy each other's company
I have great people in my team.

For the times when my heart feels like a whipped puppy
For the sinking feeling
It's ok.

What am I doing here?

For whom and for what does this exist?

I feel like we should just put it out there. We can't hold back the ravages of time. We can, sometimes, hold a person back from the gates of heaven. But those last months can be very painful, very lonely, very sad.

When it's my time, let it be quick, let it be painless. Please.


John Mayer - love on the weekend