I'd forgotten what running does to me.

There's the high, the heat, feeling my body loosen up. But there's also the thoughts that resurface, fleeting thoughts throughout the day that were buried or swept aside. They come back one by one and this is why - this is why. I forgot that I had to learn to keep running through this. This is also why I don't like running with people.

I have the feeling that running makes me a better person. I guess being healthy makes anyone a better person, but running opens a lot of boxes and undoes me a little. Hmm.


Taylor Swift - stay beautiful