Hey you know,

there are good days and there are bad days.

one day most people will forget. I never will. But, there is still joy in this strange world, right?

maybe it will take me longer to remember how to sleep with the lights off, and to be able to sit in a car without fear, but one day, right?
(And all these feelings. One day, right?)

there were many missed opportunities, and many words never said, but I had great fun and I hope you did too.

we're just kids, we're such idiots, but I hope you knew that you were special to me, to us, and I hope that maybe we all can meet again a hundred or so years from now and be great friends again.

the why's can't be answered any more, I've said too many thank you's and I'm sorry's... They're useless, but unending.

I can't turn the page or close the chapter yet, but I want to do the right thing eventually.