Sometimes we feel empty; we feel a vacuum, a great lack of something. We don't know the cause; it's very vague, but that feeling of being empty inside is very strong. We expect and hope for something much better so we'll feel less alone, less empty. The desire to understand ourselves and to understand life is a deep thirst. There's also the deep thirst to be loved and to love. We are ready to love and be loved. It's very natural. But because we feel empty, we try to find an object of our love. Sometimes we haven't had the time to understand ourselves, yet we've already found the object of our love. When we realize that all our hopes and expectations of course can't be fulfilled by that person, we continue to feel empty. You want to find something, but you don't know what to search for. In everyone there's a continuous desire and expectation; deep inside, you still expect something better to happen. That is why you check your email many times a day!- Thich Nhat Hanh
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Today I just really wish I had a dog. A big one, whose head would just touch my hand when I'm standing. I'd run my fingers through its fur, feel the reverberations of its panting, it's warmth, and I'd cuddle it when I was cold, race it when I was bored, and make it chase annoying people away (just kidding).
And I wouldn't care about all the other complicated things, because it would just be a dog.
Motohiro Hata - 鱗