if I had just kept my mouth shut and kept up my policy of absolute silence, the day would have been just fine and I would now be studying the chambers of the heart.
the irony is too much.
It used to be that when I closed my eyes to black and white the first word that came up was, Listen.
Now, it is a question.
What do you want for yourself and What do you want from me?
Or maybe, how far can I run?
19 years looking at 15 years
this is more than I care to admit.
this is the reason why, when you tell me about your parental worries of my trip to israel and 'letting me go', I don't say anything. I don't even tell you not to worry, I'll be back.
It's my secret.