Yep yesterday was our team dinner!! :D It's the first team dinner that wasn't after a training and without the seniors hehe :D It was nice eating at yoshinoya though I felt scammed after realising that under the meat was rice not noodles...LOL!
You don't need to try so hard lah. But you need to try harder! Sometimes I feel so helpless.
Especially now LOL when my dad just came in and handed me my block test results. Oops.
Feels like a joke
As if there were never wings in the first place
As if the sky was black ground and shards of glass
I wonder if that was the case, do I bend down and try to break through what's under my feet instead? And if I got through would that just bring me further under or higher up? Searching for the sky makes me feel so constricted.
And that sounds like a joke, really, when I look up and see the clouds.
Hope I'll never forget to see what's really there and feel embraced by it
This is wonderful in a moment I shall have a good talk with my dad. Which is funny because I've given up talking and he's doesn't listen anyway so let me rephrase it, after a moment my dad will walk away satisfied that everything's okay and we've properly discussed everything like a dad and daughter should and in a moment I'll have been scolded.
Are you an idiot yingyue? You dissin' people for no reason?
...It's such a beautiful saturday this feels like such a waste.
I'll try, okay. I'm sorry. I don't know.